october swimmer

J/jj72 2008. 8. 7. 15:13





죽은 엄마의 꿈을 꾸고
덜덜 떨며 깨어났던 기억
병사의 회색 코트 아래서
연민을 구걸하는 희생자들
october swimmer의 물장구 소리
helsinki winner를 향한 갈채
내 뼈에 돋아난 공허의 가시가
최후의 의지마저 빨아가버리는데

내겐 아무도 필요없어
사실 누구에게도 아무도 필요없지

난 행복한 아이가 되고싶다
그러니 이 거짓말을 네가 사가라

내가 널 원하다고 할 때도
사실 난 아무도 원치 않는다
날 행복한 아이로 만들어주려거든
이 거짓말을 사서 날 부자로 만들어줘





the dreams of dying mothers
i awoke, my insides shuddered
the greycoats of the infantry
victims looking for sympathy
and splash of october swimmers
the cheers of helsinki winners
my barbed bones of futility
leeking marrow of ability

and i don't need anyone
and you don't need anyone

i want to be a happy boy
this means that you must employ my lies
when i want you

and i don't need anyone
i want to be a happy boy
this means that you must employ my lies

and i don't need anyone
and you don't need anyone

i want to be a happy boy
this means that you must employ my lies
when i want you
and i don't need anyone
and i don't need anyone
and i don't need anyone




october swimmer / jj72
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